It's been an awfully busy last few weeks. Seems like there wasn't time to sit and think... just keep going. Most of it was family and Christmas related, but some had to do with tests that my doctors wanted run... that were stressful for me. I don't feel 'stressed' most of the time, but apparently my body feels otherwise and lets me know in weird ways (migraines, IBS, and recently waking up to headaches, chills, fast heartbeat, and breathing issues).
I went to my 6 month Cardiologist appointment and EKG and told him what was happening. He said it was "stress"... and I thought, "no... you're wrong." But once home, I googled stress symptoms and all those things (even the chills) can be caused by stress. Maybe he was right.
I was stressed out over the MRI and the Petscan... not for the results (which I haven't gotten yet), but for the tests themselves. I can't lie on my back for any length of time without coughing (chronic radiation cough which I've had for 24 years) and I'm 'a bit' claustrophobic... so 30 -45 minutes lying still could be a problem. But I didn't realize that my body apparently was more stressed out than my mind. My mind always says, "just do it!" and I guess my body screams "NO!" in the middle of the night. (I'm such a weenie!)
Anyway, dealing with that as well as trying to get everything organized for Christmas, goodies all baked, gifts mailed out and/or delivered, etc. has kept me going non-stop. We didn't do a big Christmas dinner, but I did prepare dinner Christmas evening for six with dessert and coffee after opening gifts. It was fun, but what bothers me is that it's getting harder to do.
Sharing these memes:
And here's a pic of one of the 'goodies cannister' I filled (filled 10).
and here's a pic of the delicious bread a neighbor brought over:
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| so-oo good! |
and of course our ferals got new toys on the back porch... and the heat lamps have been on for them all week.
and I will leave you with a picture of my feet as I enjoy the fire these days...
I find MRIs incredibly stressful even though they are a non-invasive test. The noise is invasive and I am claustrophobic.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry that your mind and your body are under stress - and hope it eases in the coming year.
Your box of goodies looks amazing. Well done.
And a belated Happy Christmas and an early Happy New Year to you and yours.
Thanks, EC. They did give me a valium (first one ever!), put earplugs in my ears, and a warm blanket on my body - so I shouldn't complain... still. And a very Merry Christmas and Happy 2025 to you also.
DeleteThis wasn't too long at all, I'm just glad to hear from you Rian. Enjoyed the pics of your cmas goodies and your feet in front of your awesome fireplace, and your dinner sounded like a lot of work but still nice. But I am worried about the results from your tests. Seems like they're taking their own sweet time with the results.... well, I hope the rest of your holiday week goes well and thank you for checking in with us. I know I'm not the only one who's been missing you.
ReplyDeleteI agree that they are taking their time in getting back with me with the test results... but it IS the holidays. And I'm not in any hurry to get the results anyway. I've always been of the belief that I'm fine... until someone tells me I'm not. So... no news is good news. And Dug, if you notice that tiny cup of coffee on the table by my feet, I'm not supposed to have coffee - but being born and raised in N.O. on coffee, I still let myself have a tiny cup in the morning. ; )
DeleteI'm with you on the MRI scan for the same reasons, not the cough though. But I guess they need to be done...occasionally. They give me earplugs last time as well and I seem to remember music too so maybe it was earphones. Who knows, it doesn't matter :) It sounds like you had an enjoyable Cchristmas. Here's to good times in 2025.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Diana. Merry Christmas and Happy 2025 to you also!
DeleteIt looks like you had a wonderful Christmas. How lucky were the recipients of those treats! I am sorry you are so stressed. Your feet by the fire looks marvelous.
ReplyDeleteIt's weird, Miss Merry. I know you do 10 times more than me... and I shouldn't be stressed to do what I do. But maybe this has just been a stressful year (with 4 more in front of us). Anyway, I do like to rest with my feet by the fire...
DeleteI've had one MRI and I found it very stressful! I hope all your test results provide a positive/good outcome.
ReplyDeleteI think you did a heck of a lot of holiday prep. Whew. I'm glad you have a chance to sit down and put you feet up.
Happy holidays, I hope you enjoy the rest of the season!
Thanks, Kim. I always find time to sit down and put my feet up... my back demands it. ; )
DeleteWishing you a wonderful holiday season and a great 2025!!
I do hope the tests come back with results you can manage.
ReplyDeleteYour Christmas goodies look delicious!
Merry Christmas and all the best to you and yours in 2025!
Thanks, Mae. I'm really not worried... (or my mind isn't, my body may be). Hope you're having a wonderful holiday and wishing you a Happy New Year 2025!!
DeleteI seldom comment, but just wanted to say how glad I am that you're sitting with your feet up by the fire! And I also cough when I lie down, which used to be a major problem with dentists too...but they just say it's my bronchiectasis (coughing a lot!) Anyway, I am sorry your body registered stress, and I hope that there are some good approaches to help you!
ReplyDeleteYes, dentists want to lower your head too... not good. But I've been coughing for 24 years, so I'm used to it.
DeleteI do not like MRI's either. Now I have a pacemaker and it cannot go through the machine. I hope your tests get you sorted!
ReplyDeleteYes, apparently there's a long list of things that can't go through an MRI machine...
DeleteOh, Rian, thank you for all the wonderful little sayings, and although I've never had an MRI, I am in awe of those of you who have done it and show it's possible. You are not only fine, but acftually marvelous, in my eyes anyway. Sending you and the ferals lots of purrs and hopes for a wonderful year ahead.
ReplyDeleteGlad you liked the sayings, DJan... and as far as the MRI is concerned, you certainly face more with your eye jabs. I can't imagine going through that. And I so pray that they give you the best results possible.
DeleteYes, Tests and waiting on Health matters is often more stressful than we realize it is and if you throw in the Holidays as well... ta da... stress symptoms arise. *Le Sigh* I do Hope all your Tests results are favorable and if they are not you have good Care for whatever ails you. I'm finding that my Stupid Stroke just days before Christmas added more Drama and a Headache than I expected this Holiday Season... but I'm on the mend now, made it out of the Stroke Care Unit of the Hospital just in time to be Home for Christmas, and had a very Joyful one despite what we'd gone thru. May the New Year kick off well for all of us...
ReplyDeleteThanks for commenting, Dawn. And yes, apparently stress can be dangerous. Your life seems especially stressful to me... but you handle it well. But do take care, another stroke could be life-threatening and it's obvious to me that your family really needs you. My dad had cancer, but died from a stroke at 75. Sending good vibes and prayers your way.
DeleteOh so glad to see a new post from you. I have been checking periodically and wondering if you had gotten results from the tests. They really should work to get test results back quickly to people since the need for tests themselves is worrisome and the wait to see what they revealed is icing on the cake. Here's hoping that your Dr's supposition about it all being stress related proves to be true and then you can truly relax. Take care now and rest up from your Christmas related labors. It's good to see that you are resting in front of a warm fire.
ReplyDeleteNo, no results yet... no news is good news, yes? Thanks for the comment, Victoria. I hope you had a lovely Christmas... and wishing you a happy healthy 2025!
DeleteSorry you are dealing with the stress of the MRI and other tests, I'm one of those who feels claustophobic also, so I have to go to one of those "open" MRI units, and believe me they are so much easier to tolerate.
ReplyDeleteChristmas seems to be getting harder to accomplish every year, mostly it's what we put on ourselves, but I have trouble knowing where to stop.
Wishing you a Happy and Healthy New Year !
Hugs,
Jo
Hi Jo! It's true that we mostly put it all on ourselves for Christmas and it's sad when you begin to realize that you may not be able to keep it up... because you want to, but your body is saying 'no way'. Eventually I will have to accept that (...sigh!) But wishing you a happy healthy 2025 !
Deletesoooo good to hear from you today, i have missed seeing new posts from you!! your cookies are so pretty, i did not make any this year, except for one batch during thanksgiving. STRESS....i don't know if it can be helped, especially with all you are going through!! take care sharon!!
ReplyDeleteDebbie, good to hear from you also. Be sure that I always read your posts even if I don't always comment. You live in such a lovely area, have a beautiful home, and take such beautiful pics to share. I know you probably live with a lot of stress with your MS, but seem to handle it so well. Wishing you a wonderful healthy 2025!
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